It's been over a year since I've posted here.
And for that, I'm sorry.

I may or may not use this blog anymore.
And things have changed a lot since I last updated.
But, since this blog is mainly for personal reference, that does not matter.

The end.

Things are pretty good, lately.

A while ago Phaedra and I went and saw The Scene Aesthetic, which was fun. I couldn't even hear properly until the next morning, we were standing right next to the speakers.

There's three more months left for school, and then Henri is coming down for the summer, which I and a lot of our mutual friends are very excited about.

Yesterday my school had a pep rally, too, which half the school didn't seem to know about. My friend brought in paint and painted my and another friend's face with stripes of the school's colors.

I also got my hair cut really short, lol.

The pep rally was really fun, though. A cheerleader was dropped, and some of the kids in my school are very talented dancers. They took two kids from every year group and had them dance against each other, then whoever made it to the last round danced against each other. The freshman dancer was a horrible joke, and the softmore was amazing. He ended up winning the entire thing, which of course, the softmores were all very happy about. It was him and a senior that made it to the last round, and seeing them dance against each other was really enteraining.

That's it for now, though.

I'm back from Florida, which was realling fun.

The first day, well, first full day, we went to the mall.

My aunt and I saw Black Swan, and the others (My grandmother, cousin, uncle, and little brother) saw Gnomeo and Juliet(?) in 3D. We went shopping, as well, obviously.

It was all very fun. Watching Black Swan was really awkward with my aunt, honestly, but I kinda liked the movie. It was very nicely done, you know?

Then, either saterday or sunday, we went to the World's Largest McDonalds.

It was very funny, because my aunt looked around and just said 'None of these people need McDonalds'. They had a arcade, as well as the restuarant itself, and one of those playset things. I went on the playset with my cousins and brother, it was nice. It hurt my knees though, lol.

At one point we went to this kid's birthday party as well, which was held at a bowling alley. I spent my time in the [tiny] arcade there, which was nice, as well. They handed out little ninja masks, it was cute.

We went to Universal on the ...CityWalk, I think it's called? We saw the Blue Man Group. It was really fun. All of us enjoyed it, a lot. At one point in the show, they threw marshmellows out to the audience, and I managed to space out and one was pelted at me knee. I never knew a marshmellow could hurt.

They covered in the auidence (at the end of the show) in HUNDREDS of rolls of toilet paper, from the back to the front, while a strobe light was on. I think this was my favorite part.

All in all, I had lots of fun on the trip. Can't wait to go again.

It's raining outside currently. It always feels gray when it's raining.

There's this con-thing going on at Uconn today, yesterday, and tomorrow which I'm not attending :'D Ohyeah, and it's free. Feels bad man.
Oh, well. I'll get over it.

Florida on thr 10th/11th. Hoping I'll be back in time for Valentines Day, even though that would make my trip very, very, very short. I want to hand out little valentines to people, like we did in elementry school. c: I think it would be very fun.

But yeah. That's it for now, I guess~

Bigcitydreams

Well, I had midterms last week.

Those were ok. I appearently did really well on my math exam, shockingly.

Um. I know I failed Spanish and P.E, but ohwell. I'm just kind of like

'LOOK AT ALL THE FUCKS I GIVE'/nothing.

Yeah.....

Um. School again tomorrow, then Florida later this month. I'm leaving the 28th, and coming back either the 31st or the 1st. That should be fun. I really can't wait, this cold weather is a real bummer.

I'm growing my nails out, as well. I used to bite them, then I would pick at them, and such. Whenever I feel like biting them now, I paint them. c:

Phaedra came over the other day, and we walked a few miles in the freezing cold. Neveragain.jpg.

Um. Yeah.

So not much is really new in my life, currently.

Midterms are comming up this friday, and school for tomorrow is cancelled due to a big storm that's coming up. My friend Grace spent the weekend at my house, and we had fun. I'm going to Florida later this month, which very sadly means I'll be missing a Lolita Meet-Up, but I'm still really excited over it. Life's been pretty good lately, actually.

The project as of late in Engineering class was mousetrap cars, and to be honest, I was scared. The kids kept setting them and making them go off over and over again. It was pretty scary.

Brittany broke her ankle in some sledding accident, so I don't know when I'll see her again. Kinda sucks.

I'm trying to learn to do the dance to Lucifer by SHINee, which is hard for someone as uncoordinated, impatient, clumsy, and uncommited as myself. But it's been fun so hard, I barely even know the hand-'tutting' part? I think it's called, but I'm learning it.

I think that's it.

Once Upon A Time..

Hai.

It's winter vacation (3:52AM as I'm writing this, on Sunday, so it's almost over.)

I've more or less wasted it by sleeping. I regret nothing.

I can't wait to see Brittany again, hopefully she'll be in school.

I had fun at anime club on thursday, and met someone from /cgl/ on 4chan.

I became a tripfag, recently, as well. It's what all the cool kids do.

Anyways, I've deleted most of my blog entries because I'm redoing this whole thing.

This should be fun.

but that's alright, cuz i still got her

I skipped again today,

and learnt new ways of getting away with it.

It was a half day, so we got out at 11 anyways, but Britt and I skipped 2&3.

It was so funny. The bell rang,

and since we didn't know what to do

[We'd both skipped before, but we'd done it with people who knew what they were doing, so this was like, a new voyage, LOL] we just kind of walked around the school for a bit, LOL

It was so funny. We passed our principal a few minutes after the bell rang and we were supposed to be in class, and he just walks by us like 'Hey, wazzap?' and keeps walking. No issue, probably knows we were skipping. He's really cool, though, in that sense.

We went to Dunkin Donuts to get Britt her Hot Chocolate, then to McDonalds, were I bought like, 9 hashbrowns, LOL. I gave most of them away to random friends of mine throughout the day.

Anyways, we came back just in time, it was like, a few minutes after 3rd period started, and we're like, K let's go to the nurse. The nurse gives you free passes, pretty much. You're just like, OHAI I DONT FEEL GOOD, and she'll just be like K, let's take your tempature.

And even if you don't have a fever, they let you rest/sleep in the backroom for like, an hour.

And then she'lljust give you a pass to your next class.

Which is cool, so we went to the nurse and I'm like

I feel..bleh.

So they took my tempature then let me sleep

And I got out of two classes I didn't like.

Also, my school calls home to let them know you weren't there.

My grandma wasn't home. Fuckyeah.

Anyways, just another good day~

Felt like I should update my blogger so that's why I wrote about this here.

I want to see, want to see them dancing

I got my wig today.

It's white and curly with detachable pigtails.

Thursday-ish, I got my AP Lucky Pack Print in Pink JSK with matching headbow.

I own bodyline socks that look ok with the JSK.

I'm going to wear the wig [without the pigtails] to school.

So it's all good.

Life is pretty good.

I didn't use any 'ums', 'likes', 'i thinks' or 'i guess'' this time.

I'm so proud.

i know i'm not the prettiest girl, but you still say that I'm your world, what did I do to deserve you?

Ohmyfuckinggod.

just today was
asdfghjkl.

oghmygod, i did three things in an amusement park I told myself I'd never do

1) Go on one of those 'drop' rides

2)Go on an upside-down rollercoaster(I did several of these xD)

3) Go on the bunjee rope things

Haha. The Bizarro scared the shit out of me. Like. I didn't open my eyes and just focused on my breathing the whole time. Thinking happy thoughts xD

Um. THE BUNJEE.

LIKE

jgs,jtahvnryh jhtlbhlyr WHAT IS THIS I DONT EVEN

Ohmyfuckinggod it scared me so much. i swear to god I seriously most literally thought I was going to die. Like. fgsfdhafgsdjgfksdghkjsdkljdskjgksdjhfklhsadkjfl.

Once Phaedra pulled the cord, the first decades of feet that we fell were terrifying. I fucking clung to Trumen. I was just like DONTFUCKINGLETGOIMGOINGTODIE.

I fucking had a heartattack. Like, you don't even know how scared I was.

But yeah

I was shaking after that, lmao.

Um. I had such an amazing time though.

She needs to sleepover my house sometime soon, too.

Just homg. Just thinking about that first drop makes me mentally scream.

I was too stunned to scream when it happened. I'm so afraid of hieghts it's fucking ridiculous. So when they just kept pulling us up higher and higher I was insanely nervous. Then we stopped and she pulled the string and I dyed. Lmao, I'm shaking now. Fucking scarred. But worth it, afterwards, lol. Just never again. Haha, I'm so lame.

Haha, anyways.

If I strum chords
Would you sing a song with me?
If I leave town
Would you leave along with me?

And we could fly away
To outer space
Or we could find a way
To leave this place

We don't need a map
And you can throw your phone away
We don't wanna hear
The things you know they're gonna say

You don't trust yourself
But girl trust me
Don't look in the mirror
The past you don't wanna see

What do you say we leave for California?
If we drive all night, we can make it by the morning
And, no one has to know if we decide to go, oh
What do you say we leave for California?

If we leave our friends
Then we could be together
We could leave this town
If only for the weather

I could drive
And you could sleep
While the radio collides
To the sound of our heartbeats

What do you say we leave for California?
If we drive all night, we can make it by the morning
And, no one has to know if we decide to go, oh
What do you say we leave for California?

Hypnotized, by the carbon monoxide
Would turning back, be a good idea?
Cigarette after cigarette
Cannot help to calm your fear

Now, I'm still driving
Just keep sleeping
We'll keep moving
But I'm not leaving
No, I'm not leaving

What do you say we leave for California?
If we drive all night, we can make it by the morning
And, no one has to know if we decide to go, oh
What do you say we leave for California?

What do you say we leave for California?
If we drive all night, we can make it by the morning
And, no one has to know if we decide to go, oh
What do you say we leave for California?

What do you say we leave for California?
If we drive all night, we can make it by the morning
And, no one has to know if we decide to go, oh
What do you say we leave for California?

Haha, just

This is just one example how I feel about her.

Haha, I adore her. I would make the heart emoticon but for some reason it won't let me publish it when it has a lessthan sign. I'm just kinda like wtffff.

haha, anyways.

yeahh [:

Is that alright, with you? Give my gun away when it's loaded

I've had this migraine for two weeks.

I lost all the pictures I had on my computer.

And I still don't have my computer back.

Goddammit.

Um. Saterday with Phaedra. Fuckyeah

Cannotfuckingwait.

Just asdfghjkl.

And and

yeah.

I'm sore.

My first day back at school since being sick was

Wednesday, and then Wednesday night I only got three hours of sleep.

And then walked around all day with a friend. I'm shocked I made it through all that.

Um. I got an epic I Don't Do Subtle! shirt in the mail yesterday, wore it to school today, and got so many people interested in dolls, as I carried Danny around with me as well, and found out this freshman on my bus just recently discovered them. Which is nice. She seemed always so angry before, but now that we have something to talk about, she's kinda nice.

I think she's going to introduce me to the friend of hers that showed them to her. We all live in the same town, and this girl is obbsessed with them appearently, lol. So I figure it might be nice to give her a preview. I think she wants a Crobidoll? Thats the brand the girl on my bus was talking about. It was nice to have someone understand what I'm talking about with dolls and all.

Um. /rant

Anyways.

Yeah.