i know i'm not the prettiest girl, but you still say that I'm your world, what did I do to deserve you?

Ohmyfuckinggod.

just today was
asdfghjkl.

oghmygod, i did three things in an amusement park I told myself I'd never do

1) Go on one of those 'drop' rides

2)Go on an upside-down rollercoaster(I did several of these xD)

3) Go on the bunjee rope things

Haha. The Bizarro scared the shit out of me. Like. I didn't open my eyes and just focused on my breathing the whole time. Thinking happy thoughts xD

Um. THE BUNJEE.

LIKE

jgs,jtahvnryh jhtlbhlyr WHAT IS THIS I DONT EVEN

Ohmyfuckinggod it scared me so much. i swear to god I seriously most literally thought I was going to die. Like. fgsfdhafgsdjgfksdghkjsdkljdskjgksdjhfklhsadkjfl.

Once Phaedra pulled the cord, the first decades of feet that we fell were terrifying. I fucking clung to Trumen. I was just like DONTFUCKINGLETGOIMGOINGTODIE.

I fucking had a heartattack. Like, you don't even know how scared I was.

But yeah

I was shaking after that, lmao.

Um. I had such an amazing time though.

She needs to sleepover my house sometime soon, too.

Just homg. Just thinking about that first drop makes me mentally scream.

I was too stunned to scream when it happened. I'm so afraid of hieghts it's fucking ridiculous. So when they just kept pulling us up higher and higher I was insanely nervous. Then we stopped and she pulled the string and I dyed. Lmao, I'm shaking now. Fucking scarred. But worth it, afterwards, lol. Just never again. Haha, I'm so lame.

Haha, anyways.

If I strum chords
Would you sing a song with me?
If I leave town
Would you leave along with me?

And we could fly away
To outer space
Or we could find a way
To leave this place

We don't need a map
And you can throw your phone away
We don't wanna hear
The things you know they're gonna say

You don't trust yourself
But girl trust me
Don't look in the mirror
The past you don't wanna see

What do you say we leave for California?
If we drive all night, we can make it by the morning
And, no one has to know if we decide to go, oh
What do you say we leave for California?

If we leave our friends
Then we could be together
We could leave this town
If only for the weather

I could drive
And you could sleep
While the radio collides
To the sound of our heartbeats

What do you say we leave for California?
If we drive all night, we can make it by the morning
And, no one has to know if we decide to go, oh
What do you say we leave for California?

Hypnotized, by the carbon monoxide
Would turning back, be a good idea?
Cigarette after cigarette
Cannot help to calm your fear

Now, I'm still driving
Just keep sleeping
We'll keep moving
But I'm not leaving
No, I'm not leaving

What do you say we leave for California?
If we drive all night, we can make it by the morning
And, no one has to know if we decide to go, oh
What do you say we leave for California?

What do you say we leave for California?
If we drive all night, we can make it by the morning
And, no one has to know if we decide to go, oh
What do you say we leave for California?

What do you say we leave for California?
If we drive all night, we can make it by the morning
And, no one has to know if we decide to go, oh
What do you say we leave for California?

Haha, just

This is just one example how I feel about her.

Haha, I adore her. I would make the heart emoticon but for some reason it won't let me publish it when it has a lessthan sign. I'm just kinda like wtffff.

haha, anyways.

yeahh [:

Is that alright, with you? Give my gun away when it's loaded

I've had this migraine for two weeks.

I lost all the pictures I had on my computer.

And I still don't have my computer back.

Goddammit.

Um. Saterday with Phaedra. Fuckyeah

Cannotfuckingwait.

Just asdfghjkl.

And and

yeah.

I'm sore.

My first day back at school since being sick was

Wednesday, and then Wednesday night I only got three hours of sleep.

And then walked around all day with a friend. I'm shocked I made it through all that.

Um. I got an epic I Don't Do Subtle! shirt in the mail yesterday, wore it to school today, and got so many people interested in dolls, as I carried Danny around with me as well, and found out this freshman on my bus just recently discovered them. Which is nice. She seemed always so angry before, but now that we have something to talk about, she's kinda nice.

I think she's going to introduce me to the friend of hers that showed them to her. We all live in the same town, and this girl is obbsessed with them appearently, lol. So I figure it might be nice to give her a preview. I think she wants a Crobidoll? Thats the brand the girl on my bus was talking about. It was nice to have someone understand what I'm talking about with dolls and all.

Um. /rant

Anyways.

Yeah.

fly me away

• So here's life lately.
• Um. I'm sick-ish. I've felt like shit all week. Light headed, headaches, nasuious, weak, ect. Today I said fuckit and told my grandmother I was sick. I wasn't going to be able to make it through the day. I'm feeling a bit better after resting a bunch and taking medicine. If I'm still sick tomorrow I'm going to the Doctor

• Um. I think when I sell my dolls I'll just go on a lolita shopping spree. Maybe Bodyline actually, if they have anything good in stock, then I can buy a whole outfit instead of just like.. one JSK and a blouse from a brand name.
  
• Um. I'm a bit worried because it's been almost... three weeks since I sent out Dakota's head with her glass eyes and volks wig to her faceup artist, and there's been no word on her arrival. Um. I'm ordering a Pukifee Ante either the 28th or 29th of this month.

• Ummmm. I got a new phone. It's purple and has a full keyboard, a video camera, internet, and a lot more. I really like it, since it's not my tiny old phone, and it's purple.
• I cleaned out my room a while ago. I also got a desk, one with wheels. That's purple, too. I want to get my room painted either a lilac or a lavender. I also want to clean out my room more.
• Err. I can't find my new Ipod. And by new, I mean like, new-ish. It's the one I got for Easter a year or two back. It's got video, but not the kind that takes video. It's purple, has all my Lady Gaga and Owl City on it, so I'm really upset that I lost it.

• Um. I think that's it.
• I'm really sick of people. I'm seriously ready to kill someone.
• I don't even know how I tolerated people last year. I can't do it anymore.
• Anyways, I'm done with my rambling for now.
• Later.